Ne$t

                                                   Birds find Nests...

                                                        And I????

                                                  I need it too... 

                                          

                                             In some heart of hearts,

                                                 In some frame..

                                         

                                                     MY home..

                                                    MY house...

                                                   MY destiny....

Someone special

This post is all for my dearie GUPCHU..most of my near and dear ones know this little thing...but but but for those who r unaware of him,i would like to indroduce my 'POLA'(as bengali mothers lovingly call their sons)...no no no,i m not married yet...but he is my baby....a teddy,to mention his species.. I brought him home on an winter afternoon,when i was out on a shopping spree with my friends.Actually i saw him sitting on the top of a car roof where his owner was trying to sell him..it had just stuck to my eyes and mind..it had such apealing eyes and smile.. and i got him..brought him home..decided a name with my room partners and now he is with me,everytime,everywhere...

  

Something which surprised me was that he was accepted by almost one and all...my room mates one day nearly had a fight,for who would keep him,when i was going on a weekend visit to my parents...at last i had to take him home in my bag..there too,it was fought over by my sisters...even my parents like him a lot..my mom sometimes cuddles him,sometimes my aunt...it feels amazing to see a non living object getting so much love.its almost equivalent to a human baby..

my relation to this soft toy is also an amazing one...no one is so dearer and close to me as he is..he is,he was,and will be there with me every time...he is with me when i cry at nights,when i m depressed over my love life,he supports me whenever i m on the verge of falling down...he's there when i feel there's no one for me...there he is my dear Gupchu....always smiling with his hands wide open to hug me....

                                                              LOVE YOU DEAR.

Its never nice to ask for more more & more....give me this,give me that...our expectations more accurately DEMANDS nerely never end...be it from our parents,friends,or even THE ALMIGHTY...but do we really need those things for which we cry,sometimes,fall onto someone's feet,say a hunderds of 'please'....perhaps no...or perhaps yes....no because if the givers don't provide us with the respective demands,we still go on.....life's still the same...and yes because we get the same for free...without spending anything..just a little tears,some words,and some actions....and we get what we want....not everytime but it does not really matter when its negetive...isnt that so...

ciao,

RpT@

M BACK

Don't ask where i was for such a long time...coz i myself dont know...perhaps was exploring something out...spent my whole lot of time and heart on that...and now find myself nowhere,perhaps not even in the place where i was when i wrote the last post..don't know what i learnt from it perhaps coz i never wanted to learn, just wanted to go with the flow..bt it seems God never wanted that....now i m trying to get back to the place where i started and tread along the path i had planned when  i was last here...

   ciao

 Rpt@